Sunday, November 25, 2007

i want to be mejor

a post to wrap up the weekend.

adjusting back to the pace of life has almost become fully realigned. in spite of that, i still spent most of today watching syndicated 90s sitcoms.

i got ahold of an agnes martin lecture from skowhegan, and i listened to it last night on repeat. i think at a few points i momentarily broke into tears. she is so resilient and humored by the world, unphased by the humor in it. she is a freed soul. listening to her lecture makes it bittersweet to think about life as an artist. after i write this, i'm going to start listening to mel bochner lectures also from skowhegan, which i imagine will be a completely different experiment.

on the subject of art, find pictures of richard prince's de koonig paintings. they're interesting...

the mess in my room is intimidating and scary. i don't want to get near it out of fear o getting swallowed in it. it's making me depressed even just walking through it, or thinking about it.

today i bought the in-kraut compilation and brigitte fontaine's genre humaine (which is sooo hard to find in print or to download-- thanks amoeba!) in an effort to encourage me to start working or at least progress in getting things done, but i guess today i just really desired to be in another state.

i really need to stop burning the candles at both ends.

besos mijas y mijos

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